I must apologize to you
for thinking of you as the man of my dreams
when you did not choose to be-
for making you the love of my life,
for wanting to be your wife.
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I am so very sorry
for all of my attempts
and all my wasted efforts
in building you into something you were not;
You hit the ground with such a thump
from atop that pedestal you fell from.
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I hope you can forgive me
for seeing the light in your eyes
that took away all my darkness,
for making you my one,
but now its all undone.
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I stand before you bare
as I humbly seek your pardon,
for as I burdened you with my love
I neglected to tend my own garden.
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How could I be so wrong,
How could I be so stupid,
always being there for you,
forcing you to take me for granted,
and not being what you wanted.
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This is my mea culpa
I seek penance for my crime,
And pray you can absolve me
as I gift you back your time.
Sky Blue and Black 
Your poem is beautifully written and straight from your genuine heart and soul! The right one shall come your way one day for you are a treasured selfless jewel.Being a poet I easily embrace your heart in your living words…they contain such an alluring true beauty! Blessings!
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